Synopsis:
I Saw the TV Glow is an American horror drama film that is set to release in 2024 and was written and directed by Jane Schoenbrun. The film explores identity, reality, and alienation deeply intertwined with the fantasy of television using its emotionally powerful lens. It is set in the 90s and early 2000s and follows in detail the emotional odyssey of a recluse teenager, Owen, who comes to terms with his life long struggle of self-acceptance after discovering a bizarre TV show.
Owen (portrayed by Justice Smith) lives in a suburban part of America and is a boy who is shy and introverted. He is emotionally numb to his family as well as himself. One night, Owen happens to come across a late-night TV show called The Pink Opaque, hosted by an older student, Maddy, who happens to be a bit rebellious and mysterious. The show is an absurdist combination of ”Buffy the Vampire Slayer” and ‘Twin Peaks” and is centered around two young girls who possess psychic abilities and deal with an entity called Mr. Melancholy.
For Owen, the show slowly transforms into more than mere entertainment—it is now a portal to another realm, one which makes him feel more alive, noticed, and less desolate. Into some time, the show, as well as the obsession that came with it, starts to form a blend with his actual life. The older Owen gets, the more pronounced the blurring between The Pink Opaque world and reality becomes. Maddy too starts to wonder what is real and what is part of the fiction, convinced that there is something deeper that connects her to the happenings of the show.
Finally, Maddy vanishes. Her absence adds to Owen’s ever growing spiral of uncertainty and existential dread. While he continues feeling deeply out of sync with the world around him, he begins to lose track of time, place, and even his body. The television turns into his refuge, and perhaps, his prison.
The film’s main character, Owen, attempts to find meaning in every stage of life marked by disconnection and unreality. The television that used to offer him identity instead terrifies him now by showing what he could have been, or worse, what he actually is. Owen faces some inner truths that he has long buried during the climax of the story. In the final moments of the film, Owen is left with deep echoes and lingering questions in a dreamy yet disconcerting manner.
Cast and Characters:
Justice Smith as Owen: Smith as a young man experiencing dissociation delivers a hauntingly yet deeply internal performance. He carries the character of Owen with an identity in semi-repression showing Smith’s performance as a constant yearning for understanding.
Brigette Lundy-Paine as Maddy: Maddy, as the outwardly rebellious and expressive character, serves as both mentor and mirror to Owen. Lundy-Paine intensifies the portrayal of a lost self and alienated emotionally by someone who is further along the self-discovery path.
Helena Howard and Lindsey Jordan: The fictional protagonists of The Pink Opaque have been brought to life by musician Lindsey Jordan (of Snail Mail) and Helena Howard, who represent changing images of agency and power. Their TV-show characters are presented with choreographed performances, fantasy, and neon lighting.
Fred Durst and Danielle Deadwyler: The minor parts played by Durst (as Owen’s father) and Deadwyler (as Owen’s mother) lend realism to the emotionally barren, confused, and distanced home environment Owen is surrounded by.
Themes and Symbolism:
I Saw the TV Glow features metaphorical themes that touch on queer identity, gender dysphoria, repression, and the media’s dual role as an escape or tool for self-expression, making the film profoundly rich in symbolism.
- Identity and Dissociation:
The central theme of this film is the alienation crisis, which refers to the conflict that results from a person feeling disconnected from their environment as well as their own body. Each step of Owen’s journey is a symbol of a closed-off identity. Owen’s journey, in particular, has been interpreted as an allegory for the transgender experience. He watches a show where people change as well as exercise power over their surroundings. In reality, he himself feels invisible and powerless. The TV set is a means of vicariously experiencing the existence of other people who are real and have the power to confront their demons, be they literal or figurative.
- Why Media Matters:
The Pink Opaque embodies the idea that television and popular culture serve as a lifeline to disenfranchised youth. For Owen and Maddy, the show provides an identity that does not exist in their real lives. It is not simply programming—they are able to see themselves represented in ways that their families, schools, and society do not allow. But when the show fades to black—when the fantasy ceases to function—they are more lost than ever before.
- Temporal Displacement:
Time is experienced as nonlinear and dreamlike in the film. Time seems to move forward, characters fade away, and scenes repeat or contradict each other. Such distortion in time parallels Owen’s own psychological reality—when you are dissociated time does not feel real, and the future seems impossible to attain. The sensation of being in a state of watching your life pass by and not actively participating in it is made literal.
- Being Stuck in the Wrong Reality is Scary:
While not a horror film per se, I Saw the TV Glow has qualities of tension and sorrow which make it feel like a horror film. It portrays through sound design, unsettling flicking of images on the screen, and disquieting visuals of a television. The real horror, which is to be found with disconnection is being unable to escape from your body, your circumstances and your disconnection.
Direction and Aesthetic:
Jane Schoenbrun’s vision is immersive and deeply specific, as well as emotionally unfiltered. The stylistic approach stems from 90s television, VHS tapes, analog static, and neon lighting. Schoenbrun’s pacing, visuals, and rhythm are nostalgic and disjointed, combining slow dreamlike images with peculiar editing. Emotional stasis is further emphasized through the expertly crafted production design of the basements, suburban bedrooms, and other spatial elements which are set in a time capsule.
The soundtrack is integral to the film’s emotional context. In addition to Phoebe Bridgers, Alex G is known to compose and perform music for the film. His lo-fi aesthetic and ambiguous sound adds to the underlying feeling of somberness and longing, allowing Schoenbrun to explore the feelings juxtaposed to sadness.
Reception:
The film has received praise for its emotional ranging sophistication, voice, and the haunting atmosphere most viewers describe it to be.While I Saw the TV Glow may not resonate with all audiences due to the avant-garde nature of the film as well as its gradual pace, many acknowledge it as an impressive portrayal of queer identity alongside the trauma of repression and dissociation.
Viewers attuned to Schoenbrun’s previous picture, We’re All Going to the World’s Fair, will appreciate the interconnections of that film’s themes in this work, albeit on larger and more ambitious scope. The film has received acclaim for providing representation with metaphor and emotional undertones instead of featuring a traditional plot.
Conclusions:
I Saw the TV Glow is a mesmerizing and poignant examination of self, dislocation, and the desperate search for self meaning through narratives. By dissolving the boundaries of fiction and reality, the film addresses the people who have felt displaced in their life, body, or personal tale. Schoenbrun’s film is profoundly autobiographical: it doesn’t hope to provide simple answers, but offers a potent reflection to those lost in their search for self amidst the television’s blueish flickering light.
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